i'm back!

hello, long time didn't wrote something here... lil bit miss it.. mmpphhh... my college schedule was to dense to open my blog, and i don't have an internet connection in my dormitory so there is no my blog update in this last couple month.

mmmm... many things happen while that. i've been in love even broken of that, I've pass all my university lecture in my first year there , many problem with my bestie but alhamdulillah we can solve it all and many more things that i can't tell the detail.

mmm... now i'm on my Holiday, mmm.. boring enough because my high-school friends is in them examination and mmm.. i don't have any activities..

actually i do miss someone for long time before. i do miss this holiday because of that.. but.. everything going to lose because something happen... hhaha... you know what... Zzzz-.- so classic.

mm.. okay, i think enough for now, i'm going to have a call...
see u later in my other story.. bubayyyeee....

happy bday to me!!!

Wow... I had an awesome bday this year. Even i didn't celebrate it with my family, i have another family here... My friends! They are my family here..spend time by time with them.and, they all gimme some surprise party! I'll tell u more in my next post, i can't tell u much in this post because some reason.. And i'll give some photo to describe how happy i'm!

Big thank you to my belove parents! Super MOM and awesome DAD! My nephew Kamil! My super duper friends sena, ayu, fajri, nada, ninis,qadry, ulil, bong, abdi, tika,nila,dela,clara,silfi,amran, and you! And all people who send me greetings! I love u all!

the end of the hollyday

hello... I'm back to my lovely dormitory..
welcome to the full of rule part, the part where anything that you do can't be too free..
here is it. to hard my legs to leave that daeng city, but i have to! don't know why, whereas, i was dream to study out of this city...hhaaa... but, anyhow, i love Makassar.hhe..
back to the daily student activities, wake up, go to the college, do the task,eat,sleep... and it happen almost every single day. you know that i don't know exactly about this city where i stay.. so, my legs are restricted to go every where and that make me lazy to go out and if i go out that's means i have to waste my money even just for the transportation..

well, i have to enjoy my life... there is families waiting me there, there is a lot of friends there (maybe waiting me too... hhe.. i wish) and there is a lot of friends here whose become my second family here... they all my motivation! and i love them.. muaaahh!!!!

my dady said......

fiuh...tonight I really feel that those who say 'upset' we call it in Indonesian 'galau'.. actually today, i wanna hang out (for many times) wif my friends..want to go to the festival the same band that happened to my friend participate in the festival ..
and the very coincidence .. mother and father I am today comes from Bulukumba and bad news is that my mother is sick .. His hands can not be driven .. minor stroke he said ...

position here that makes my dilemma .. First, as children who must stay at home because my mother was ill (although I can not do anything, even my mother asked me to stay away just because the smell of my perfume) and the second as a friend who was supposed to come support their band (although only part create crowded, and there is no effect if I come or not)

Xmas???

even I'm a Muslim, but, just wanna say happy Xmas every one who celebrate it!!!!!

is this really that feeling????

whaaa,,, i just listening to the radio and hear this songs.... and, just like it's so in me... don't know, is it really show what i'm feeling to another person or what... but, akh... yaaa... still messy in my heart.. just see this...
first song:

Bilakah dia tahu
Apa yang tlah terjadi
Semenjak hari itu
Hati ini miliknya
Reff :
Mungkinkah dia jatuh hati
Seperti apa yang kurasa
Mungkinkah dia jatuh cinta
Seperti apa yang kudamba
Bilakah dia mengerti
Apa yang tlah terjadi
Hasratku tak tertahan
Tuk dapatkan dirinya
Reff :
Mungkinkah dia jatuh hati
Seperti apa yang kurasa
Mungkin kah dia jatuh cinta
Seperti apa yang kudamba
Tuhan yakinkan dia
Tuk jatuh cinta
Hanya untukku
Andai dia tahu......

mmmm.... oh God! if he knowww....... even me.. i don't exactly know it!

next song!

Baby, can't you see?
I'm calling a guy like you
Should wear a warning
It's dangerous, I'm fallin'

There's no escape
I can't wait, I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous, I'm lovin' it

Too high, can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning 'round and 'round
Do you feel me now?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?

It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip from my devil cup
Slowly, it's taking over me

Too high, can't come down
It's in the air
And it's all around
Can you feel me now?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?

Don't you know that you're toxic?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now

DON'T YOU KNOW... THAT YOU'RE TOXIC?????

huaa... is it really them feeling who hat the same situation like me???
mmm.. just remembering what i've done to the people who do that what i feel.. so sorry, i know that was lil bit pain... but, i wish i never got rejecting but accepting... and all what i need is he want me back without begging for it!

happy mother's day!!!!

who: andi nirwana rumpang beloved momy!
when&what: yesterday is her day!
why: because i love her
where: dimana aja boleehh....hha

yesterday was 22 dec 2010, that was a mom's day! mmm, many people said that everyday id a mom's day, but, i think it's the more special for mom...

at the same day, i went back to makassar, i've got holly-day about one month until January, and like usually my mom take me in airport, that's one of the reason i have do respect to my mom, she is the person who has much participate in im life.
she is my WONDER WOMAN who take care of my entire my life. she is my bestest mom! (Y)

m, in this mom's day, me and my sista bought gifts for my mom.. actually that's for her birthday in 27 dec, but we're basted when me and my sista talk about that and suddenly my moms come and saw all the present..hhe...

my beloved parents ---->

mm.. talking about mom.. here they are the pretty momy in my fabulous familly..hhe...

absolutely my mom!

she is my aunty ---> all my cousins (mainly her children) said that she is the nicest woman.. unfortunately i don't remember or even i did got her when she is pass away. but i believe she is the great mom.

here's one of her daughter(my cousin) who become a nice mom too..



one more my aunty, she is one of my fave aunty.. pretty? of course nice?? absolutely cool? yes!! hhe..


and this is her daughter.. has two pretty girl.. (the middle is nephew)

i wanna show you my little photos family



believe, a good mom will give birth a good daughter who will me a good mom in the future
(sorry, today just talk about girl.. so for the boy and father??? that the same thing like mom and the girl)

there's so many posting about mom yesterday...
but all thing is about appreciated for all beloved mom in the world...
i love mom! saya sayang ibu!

i love dad too! saya juga sayang sama bapak!