is this really that feeling????

whaaa,,, i just listening to the radio and hear this songs.... and, just like it's so in me... don't know, is it really show what i'm feeling to another person or what... but, akh... yaaa... still messy in my heart.. just see this...
first song:

Bilakah dia tahu
Apa yang tlah terjadi
Semenjak hari itu
Hati ini miliknya
Reff :
Mungkinkah dia jatuh hati
Seperti apa yang kurasa
Mungkinkah dia jatuh cinta
Seperti apa yang kudamba
Bilakah dia mengerti
Apa yang tlah terjadi
Hasratku tak tertahan
Tuk dapatkan dirinya
Reff :
Mungkinkah dia jatuh hati
Seperti apa yang kurasa
Mungkin kah dia jatuh cinta
Seperti apa yang kudamba
Tuhan yakinkan dia
Tuk jatuh cinta
Hanya untukku
Andai dia tahu......

mmmm.... oh God! if he knowww....... even me.. i don't exactly know it!

next song!

Baby, can't you see?
I'm calling a guy like you
Should wear a warning
It's dangerous, I'm fallin'

There's no escape
I can't wait, I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous, I'm lovin' it

Too high, can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning 'round and 'round
Do you feel me now?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?

It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip from my devil cup
Slowly, it's taking over me

Too high, can't come down
It's in the air
And it's all around
Can you feel me now?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?

Don't you know that you're toxic?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now

DON'T YOU KNOW... THAT YOU'RE TOXIC?????

huaa... is it really them feeling who hat the same situation like me???
mmm.. just remembering what i've done to the people who do that what i feel.. so sorry, i know that was lil bit pain... but, i wish i never got rejecting but accepting... and all what i need is he want me back without begging for it!

Welcome! February...

Hey!

Every body talks about love in this February???

Many love story that I’ve hear in this couple days… but the most I like is one of my friends story…

I cant describe what happen of this story that make me like it because it’s lil’ secret..hhi..

The point is.. the boy love the girl but bla..bla..bla.. and bla..bla..bla.. But the girl bla..bla..bla.. I give title of the story: ‘romantic tragic sweet romance’ hhi :p

The boy is too romantic to the girl but I didn’t know what the girl’s mind…

Mmh…

Oh ya.. talk about Februar

y and love…

I believe you guys think about valentine… right??? Hhe..

For me, nothing special thing in 14^th February except chocolate..hhaha…(just kidding)

Yeah.. in me there’s nothing special day like that.. hho..

I don’t know why, maybe because I had no BF or… I don’t know lah!hhi..

Talking about bf, mmh.. I have been break up him in this couple weeks.. I didn’t feel comfortable with him from the start to end…the things that I didn’t like from him

more than that I like.. GOMENASAI!!!!

And I think I ‘m not good for him because I’m too ignorance, selfish and moody. And I guess he can’t handle it better..

And so easy for me to break him, because I didn’t find any chemistry when he shoot me.. very..very..Very.. Ordinary.. I’m sorry good

bye ..hhe.

Okay.. Forgetting ‘bout that! Hush..hush..hhi..

It’s better to think who’s better replace him.. hhi..hho..

Wanted: the boy with good taste of humor, have good taste of music, not too serious, sweet, romantic, care, good looking and every thing kind of course..

(Just like I wanna find an employee.. hha..)

Like Edward in twilight, prince charming in Disney princess, Romeo in R

omeo and Juliet ,gu jun pyo in boys over flower, etc..

‘Oh no! I think I’m in love with you…hho..’

(someone in my mind)

guess who??

hha.. i don't wanna Tell you!

mmh... i'm actually very lazy to make some relationship... you know why??? because sometimes at the end, we'll gonna be enemy...hhu.. and i really hate it!!

what do you guys think about that.. right is it??

but for this year in 14^th February, I’d better wait it for imlek than for valentine.. $.$ hhi..

May be you’re Chinese??? Gimme angpao

please ..hhi

Leave about love, now, I’m confuse about my future study -,-‘’’

Mmmh… in this second week in February I have a

final test in my study place..

‘Lil bit difficult but insyaAllah I can handle it my best..

then I really2 scare about the test for my next future. I have no preparing.. my bad.. because I have time almost one year to prepare it, but I don’t ..hhu… I just need your wish for me guys… wish me success for my future.. and I expect I will pass all of that with the best result. AMIN ya Allah!!

Nb: what did I write was just what i think In my mind to share with you.. so, if it make you pain,irritated, hurt, mad and anything bad I’m really sorry but if you like it big smoochug for you guys.

LOVE story

love story by taylor swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go

And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while

Oh, oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go

And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

We were both young when I first saw you
***

that's my lovely song for now!

make me meltdown!!!