Xmas???

even I'm a Muslim, but, just wanna say happy Xmas every one who celebrate it!!!!!

is this really that feeling????

whaaa,,, i just listening to the radio and hear this songs.... and, just like it's so in me... don't know, is it really show what i'm feeling to another person or what... but, akh... yaaa... still messy in my heart.. just see this...
first song:

Bilakah dia tahu
Apa yang tlah terjadi
Semenjak hari itu
Hati ini miliknya
Reff :
Mungkinkah dia jatuh hati
Seperti apa yang kurasa
Mungkinkah dia jatuh cinta
Seperti apa yang kudamba
Bilakah dia mengerti
Apa yang tlah terjadi
Hasratku tak tertahan
Tuk dapatkan dirinya
Reff :
Mungkinkah dia jatuh hati
Seperti apa yang kurasa
Mungkin kah dia jatuh cinta
Seperti apa yang kudamba
Tuhan yakinkan dia
Tuk jatuh cinta
Hanya untukku
Andai dia tahu......

mmmm.... oh God! if he knowww....... even me.. i don't exactly know it!

next song!

Baby, can't you see?
I'm calling a guy like you
Should wear a warning
It's dangerous, I'm fallin'

There's no escape
I can't wait, I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous, I'm lovin' it

Too high, can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning 'round and 'round
Do you feel me now?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?

It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip from my devil cup
Slowly, it's taking over me

Too high, can't come down
It's in the air
And it's all around
Can you feel me now?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?

Don't you know that you're toxic?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now

DON'T YOU KNOW... THAT YOU'RE TOXIC?????

huaa... is it really them feeling who hat the same situation like me???
mmm.. just remembering what i've done to the people who do that what i feel.. so sorry, i know that was lil bit pain... but, i wish i never got rejecting but accepting... and all what i need is he want me back without begging for it!

happy mother's day!!!!

who: andi nirwana rumpang beloved momy!
when&what: yesterday is her day!
why: because i love her
where: dimana aja boleehh....hha

yesterday was 22 dec 2010, that was a mom's day! mmm, many people said that everyday id a mom's day, but, i think it's the more special for mom...

at the same day, i went back to makassar, i've got holly-day about one month until January, and like usually my mom take me in airport, that's one of the reason i have do respect to my mom, she is the person who has much participate in im life.
she is my WONDER WOMAN who take care of my entire my life. she is my bestest mom! (Y)

m, in this mom's day, me and my sista bought gifts for my mom.. actually that's for her birthday in 27 dec, but we're basted when me and my sista talk about that and suddenly my moms come and saw all the present..hhe...

my beloved parents ---->

mm.. talking about mom.. here they are the pretty momy in my fabulous familly..hhe...

absolutely my mom!

she is my aunty ---> all my cousins (mainly her children) said that she is the nicest woman.. unfortunately i don't remember or even i did got her when she is pass away. but i believe she is the great mom.

here's one of her daughter(my cousin) who become a nice mom too..



one more my aunty, she is one of my fave aunty.. pretty? of course nice?? absolutely cool? yes!! hhe..


and this is her daughter.. has two pretty girl.. (the middle is nephew)

i wanna show you my little photos family



believe, a good mom will give birth a good daughter who will me a good mom in the future
(sorry, today just talk about girl.. so for the boy and father??? that the same thing like mom and the girl)

there's so many posting about mom yesterday...
but all thing is about appreciated for all beloved mom in the world...
i love mom! saya sayang ibu!

i love dad too! saya juga sayang sama bapak!

apa aja boleehhh!!!

lagi malas ka bahasa barat2 skarang....
tadi sudah ka ujian english baru ongol2 jka jg menjawab bla... skarang watunna bahasa mangkasarak saja....
sa mulai mi ini curhatan ku???hhe.. mmm... mulai dari mana di'.. sa mulai saja crita ku dariiii... mmm... dua minggu ini toh, saya lagi UAS mii... dumbakka iah, tp harus sa lewati dengan baik dan benar, karena pasti pace mace ku mau liat ka pulang dengan sukses nantinya, kan nd pacce ji kalo jauh2 sekolah baru ongol ji juga toh. motivasi utama ku mi itu ibu sama bapak. saya sayang ki ibuuu.. saya sayang ki juga bapak.. jangan lupa kirimkan duit anaknya yang terakhir ini.. hhahha.... (ujung-ujungnya duit) :p
motivasi kedua adalah.... biar cepat-cepat bisa pulang ke makassar gaang... rinduka sama keluarga sama teman-temanku.. RINDUKAAA....

mmm... eh, kamarin saya dari foto angkatan yang ikatan dinas sulsel dari stks lhooo... nantipi sa ksi liat hasil fotonya nah.. belumpi diambil bela.. senang ku kawe... selain baru kenal2 mq satu angkatan toh... cerita-cerita dan lainnya, jadi lebih akrab meki gitue.. baru ada tong mi itu di senter-senter bella..hhahhaaa...

beh, ngomong-ngomong senter-senter bella inie.. moka crita tentang seniorku, mmm.. bikin salut nah... pallaki baca pikiran.. seringka ke kamarnya cerita-cerita (kebetulan tman cantik ku satu kamar sama si kakak) cerita ini, cerita itu... ehh... akhirnya cerita cinta2... hhhahhaaa... beh... dia baca semua yang dipiranku gangg.... penasaranku knapa bisa.. padahal saya kan nd pernah memberi clue atau ngomong yang menyinggung tentang hal yang mengarah ke situ... ato kah ada indra ke enam nya iah??? tauk deh.. tp asik ki diajak curhat nah... banyak motivasinya... ditambah lagi ada jurus jitunya..(semoga berhasil ji kodong jurus-jurusnya.. nanti saya praktekkan kkak...hhii) banyak juga pengalaman nya yang dia bagikan.. dan semua nya penuh dengan MOTIVASI... bikin salut deh.. banyak statement nya yang bikin berpikir dua kali ki...

eh, nd pernah pka ksi liat tman2 kamar ku di'... mau liat??? inieee.... cantik-cantik tohh...hhe...


kalo ini toh, siagang ku...hha.. apa coba??hhe

apa sa mo bilang lagi di'????
cukup mi dulu deh... karna lagi di warnet ka bela. baru mau mi jam sembilan, (ko tau mi toh, asrama ku jam 9 di kunci mi kodong) belum pka juga belajar buat besok ujian dasar-dasar logika ka. doakan saya biar nilainya bisa A semua nah teman-teman... biar latto' juga jurus-jurusya kakak yang sa ikuti..hhe... amin.. ya Allah...
tengkyu mas brooo... mba' sist!!!
kalo pusing ki baca... comment saja.. nanti sa translate kan...hhhahha... ato pencet mi saja tanda X yang di ujung kanan mu...
kalo ko suka ji baca... syukur mi...hehe.. dadahh...

stuck on it...

hey yo!!!!! it's Friday night, tonight i'm goin' to sleep in my friend's room... half of senior was going to study field. so the dormitory lil bit silent. akh... talking about dormitory, like i'm tired of all the rule.huh. just now, there was a meeting that talking about some of the rule... there's my friend do the fatal mistake... drunk,smoking,go to the night club and (maybe) free sex.... waawwww..... hope that's not true. dunno who is she, but, i can tolerant about that.. that a big stupid monkey that they've do, IF that's them first time done.. it's like u're being surprised to live in a big city. that make you so poor, you know. mmhh... but, i lil bit disturbed with one of the rule here... that's.... we can't sleep over in another place as for the curfew is to fast for me... it's 9 o'clock... hhuuu... sometimes it's like make me afraid go out in the night because of afraid to late to come back.. can they just make it at 11 o'clock??? if we're really a good girl, it's sooooo enough.. you know that mal is already closed at that time.. and it enough free. :/ and i sometime feel bored here.. i need refreshing, like i will spend the night with my senior high school friend who has study here to.. sorry to say " i'm fed up wif the rule" wanna breaking the rule for me??? hhe...
huh, sometimes like wanna out from this place, but i already feel comfy (without that rule)..uh, God.. gimme all the best. i won't make my parents disappointing to me..

mmmh... o ya... new spirit here ♡ ... hhiiii.... if my spirit before is my academic... now is... hhaha... still be my secret... i'll tell u later if it happen like what i want... mmmhh... i hope! amin... but, i
ve said that i won't to talking about him again... but why that my mouth and my mind always wanna talking about it every time..mmh.. see? i already talking about him againn..ggrrr.... come on kirey... u have to study well first!!!!hhhaaa..

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it's Idul Adha day

wew.. it's my first time to do idul adha pray not in south Sulawesi... wew... first time in my lovely dormitory...
we pray in the mosque of campus....( field actually...)
mmh.. celebrate it with new people in new city...
they all accompany me along the day...


ayu fajri sena

huaaaa... now i'm at my friends home rent... to bored to stay in dormitory..hhuu...
oya... my senior at dormitory has been cooked for this special day.. so i feel like in home sweet home... llallalalala..hhahha...

i curious, why they're cry??? hha.. may be just me like not have feeling.. or.. i don't know... but in my deep inside my heart... i really miss my family... mooooommmyyyy!!!!! dadyyyyy!!!!!! ur daughter miss u here!!!!!!
really wanna back home.. but.. why if i'm home i rarely stay at home, so.. is that means i miss my home or i miss my friends.. or just the city??? hhahha.... mmmm.. i think it's better at home... wew? why i talk about home? hha... like i've got home sick..

fiuh... oke then.... the last but not the list...
idul adha wish!
*hope i have good score at my first final test... aminn...
*God... gimme much 'rezeki'...hhii... amin....
*Have no trouble along my day to day here...amin...
*be a good girl for my beloved parents... amin...
*still have a nice and beautifull super friends like now...aminn...
*mmm... all the best for me and my family... amin..

yeah.. thats a half of my wish.. i afraid it's to much if i write it down all..hhe...
that's enough today...
because fajri and sena are not patient to read mine...hhahha...

happy idul Adha all....

Idul Adha remembering me about... God,Nabi Muhammad,family,friends and... COW (meat) hhahhaha.... :D

dormitory crazy lazy style...

hey yo...
now.. i'm living at girls dormitory STKS bandung... wew... it's hard to adaptation.. in here, i have to do all things by my self and life with another strange people that i just meet them here.. but they're nice enough.. 0:)

on college's foodcourt...

rock the mall... wif ninis ,ida ,k'tami and k'mona .. nice to hangout wif them.. thank u sisters..

it's a yummy mini ice cream.. rp.10 rb @5 cone

oya.. i've been join in stks chorus.. even my voice is not to melodious, i breve my self to join..hhaha... here we are from sulawesi choir



this one a mad thing that i've do with ninis... hha... use all her accessories in the bed time..hhe..

bubble anywhere and lollypops...... kids play but still teenager favorite..

that's it for now.. many things else i wanna share with u.. but. seems like the wifi not on the mood, the signal is too low too continue it... so... if u like it.. write ur comment, if not.. close it!

watch this...

my friends just post it in youtube...
enjoyed...

this song is really remembering me to them.. XOXO >.<

alert! harap maklum.. model, pengedit dan sebaginya masih pemula...hhe..

this is our group page HMA

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lebarannnn!!!

posting kali ini ng pake english2an...
lagi malas...

di posting ini hanya akan membahas tentang... LEBARAN...
maafkan saya ya.. kalau ada salah.. semua jenis salah, apa pun itu.. saya rasa saya khilaf melakukannya.. hhihhi...

lebaran tahun ini.. seperti lebaran tahun kemarin, saya sholat ied fitrinya di kampung saya. di daerah kabupaten Bulukumba, tempat bapak saya dilahirkan. hampir saja ekye lebaran di kampung orang.. alhamdulillah bisa lebaran bersama keluarga.. dan.. ekye jadinya mudik dua kali dongs..hhiii. ini dia gambar waktu sebelum sholat ied dilaksanakan... ambil poto'' dulu dongsss..

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..milka.saya.ibu..

DAFTAR DOA TAHUN INI::

1. semoga masih bisa bertemu ramadhan taun depan dan tahun-tahun berikutnya bersama seluruh keluarga lengkap.(amin)

2. seluruh keluarga murah rezeki, sehat wal afiat, dan panjang umur.(amin)

3. semua keluarga dan teman-teman makin sayang sama ekye. tidak ada yang benci.(amin)

4. bisa beradaptasi dengan baik di lingkungan baru. (amin)

5. berprestasi di kampus biar bisa bikin orang tua bangga (amin)

6. jadi sadar harus sholat 5 waktu tanpa bolong-bolong. (amin)

7. jerawat tolong ENYAH saja dari wajah.. (amin)

8. pokoknya semua mi yang terbaik untuk saya dan keluarga deh .. (amin..amin)

foto ku sama ibku ku... wetz.. akting2 nya dong...hhaha...

mau ngomong apa lagi di'?
itu mi saja lah.. sudah ngantuk.. maklum skarang sudah jam 01.52 a.m

eh, saya menemukan gambar ini di google.. lucu deh.. jaman skarang bgt..hhiii..

*ngejek

akhir kata saya ucapkan
-SELAMAT IDUL FITRI-

yes.. this is life!

-I'VE GOT ACCEPTED IN COLLEGE OF SOCIAL WELFARE-

okey.. hey.. i'm sorry for not updating my blog about 2 month.. that was busy day! busy for registering to my next education... I've been registered in UNHAS (again) for medical(again), nutrition and management faculty, IPDN, and STKS...
but... i didn't pass SNMPTN for UH (again) :'( how stupid am i?. but, it's like to as hurt as last year..hhe. then.. i've accepted in STKS---> college of social wefare.. mmm... happy.. but my big target after medical faculty is IPDN... so, like i will waiting for that...
uuww... unfortunately, i can't waiting for that :( because the depature day was faster than my announcement in there...
defenselessly, i take that collenge with a long story that i can't share here... :(
okey... here there my lil bit story about my journey to my new college...

20/07/2010 ---> the announcement (if i not mistaken) thank you ALLAH SWT for Your gift, i only can said thank to You nothing can show my happiness except said thank you to ALLAH SWT

23/07/2010 ---> extrication


27/07/2010 ---> i went to airport, before, i didn't feel the sadness.. but, in the second by second that I've to leave, dunno why, i really-really fell that sadness.. sad because i have to leave my family and all my close friends for not a short time. i even can't answer my best friends called because i worried i will cry like a baby. and not just that, i wouldn't see my mom and my dad's face, because it will makes my tears drop and it's embarrassing for me. so, sorry for my parents if i like uncared to u..
then...
tada.... welcome to the new town in the new dormitory.. it's really my hard time to accept all the rules and all the new thing that i have to do.. akh! drove me crazy...

28-30/07/2010 ---> preparing for my orientation school PPI (program pengenalan institusi) you know what?? i speend my money almost a million for three days.. i'm not a really rich fot that.. things that i have to bought: *bucket *blanket *bed clothes *pants *any kind of food and snacks *and many more (forget)

01/08/2010 ---> pra PPI, to do: all the weird things for PPI tomorrow.. grr...
02/08/2010 ---> this is the start of the hellness days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's happened for 3 days, and while that days.. i just can sleep about 4 to 5 hour a day..wew! it's terrible!!!! the things that make me soo drop is not about what is committee do to me... angrily, speak loudly to us.. is not effect anymore for me.. just about a rest time... oh God.. i cant handdle my sleepiness... it's make me cry! (embarrassing)

6-9/08/2010 ---> LATSAR PB (lastihan dasar penanggulangan bencana). like basic exercise for disaster. i cant explain more.. it just like the basic training for help the victim of disaster.. but for me.. it's for tanning my skin into more darker...ukh! at two day's first they teach the theory and the last to days we went to a some kind of canp part in kiara payung .. fiuh.. difficult to sleep tightly, difficult to went to toilet and even i didn't take a bath since PPI to LATSAR... ow.. no, i have take a bath once...

10-12/08/2010 ---> and when i comeback to dormitory,,, you know what??? it's continue with orientation of dormitorry...aaggghhh!!!!! to tired to do it all... :((((( it's really drove me insane! bt.. i have to pass it!!! while that we have to reregistered for lecturer..

13/08/2010 ---> TA'ARUF__> ramandhan schooling.. i enjoyed it enough because i have 2 days for take a rest and even it slacken enough.. it's happen for two days..

all of that.. need good mental and physic.. more patiently

wew! many more story until today... later insya Allah i'll tell u more about my dormitory, my seniorita, my new friends and my lecturer...

finally when the day of lecturer... they are my classmate from SULSEL..

on my right__> my senior.. she's my room mate and three girls above me is my friend my left is my room mate too.

they're my class mate...

half of my dormitory mate from SULSEL..

many more picture.. but i'll show u later... i've got lil dizzy now for sharing more to u all...

last sentence...

-Happy Idul Fitri-
forgive all my mistakes
love u... muach!