it press my mind

before i want to talk about boy before, but.. now, i'm not in the mood for that anymore because in my mind it's about my daily life yhat i do in every day.. it's a new semester, there's a new collegian and ofcourse there's a new people in my dormitory, and it's handle wwith a new tender of my dormitory two thausand and nine handle it. i admit it that there good in teaching them in manner and etiquette and i wish it's progress about long time. but, i don't feel comfy with the all things that they do in my generation, seems like there is no fear of that all, started with the room intersection.. i though in last year it's not like this.. always senior become priority and there's no distrubing to 3rd generation to 2nd generetionhuft! i can't explain more.. and the one that i do really hate is, they (actually she) get mad to us (me) for something not important and something that not was i'm doing.. you know that make me so wanna argue it, but i respect her as my senior.. so i just can show it with my tears after all that things happen...

and then, last night one more problems blow up becase someone smoking in toilet, and they accuse the first generation or second generation, oh god! it's so distrubing my rest.. sometimes i talk to my mind that i come here for study not for being object of mad like that, yes.. there's a rule that we have to appriciate, but it's seems like 24 hour in the college.. i hate some of them rule!!

luckly, i have many friends here.. and some of nice senior that i think can be sopporter for me to enjoy this kind of life style..

i'm back!

hello, long time didn't wrote something here... lil bit miss it.. mmpphhh... my college schedule was to dense to open my blog, and i don't have an internet connection in my dormitory so there is no my blog update in this last couple month.

mmmm... many things happen while that. i've been in love even broken of that, I've pass all my university lecture in my first year there , many problem with my bestie but alhamdulillah we can solve it all and many more things that i can't tell the detail.

mmm... now i'm on my Holiday, mmm.. boring enough because my high-school friends is in them examination and mmm.. i don't have any activities..

actually i do miss someone for long time before. i do miss this holiday because of that.. but.. everything going to lose because something happen... hhaha... you know what... Zzzz-.- so classic.

mm.. okay, i think enough for now, i'm going to have a call...
see u later in my other story.. bubayyyeee....

happy bday to me!!!

Wow... I had an awesome bday this year. Even i didn't celebrate it with my family, i have another family here... My friends! They are my family here..spend time by time with them.and, they all gimme some surprise party! I'll tell u more in my next post, i can't tell u much in this post because some reason.. And i'll give some photo to describe how happy i'm!

Big thank you to my belove parents! Super MOM and awesome DAD! My nephew Kamil! My super duper friends sena, ayu, fajri, nada, ninis,qadry, ulil, bong, abdi, tika,nila,dela,clara,silfi,amran, and you! And all people who send me greetings! I love u all!

the end of the hollyday

hello... I'm back to my lovely dormitory..
welcome to the full of rule part, the part where anything that you do can't be too free..
here is it. to hard my legs to leave that daeng city, but i have to! don't know why, whereas, i was dream to study out of this city...hhaaa... but, anyhow, i love Makassar.hhe..
back to the daily student activities, wake up, go to the college, do the task,eat,sleep... and it happen almost every single day. you know that i don't know exactly about this city where i stay.. so, my legs are restricted to go every where and that make me lazy to go out and if i go out that's means i have to waste my money even just for the transportation..

well, i have to enjoy my life... there is families waiting me there, there is a lot of friends there (maybe waiting me too... hhe.. i wish) and there is a lot of friends here whose become my second family here... they all my motivation! and i love them.. muaaahh!!!!

my dady said......

fiuh...tonight I really feel that those who say 'upset' we call it in Indonesian 'galau'.. actually today, i wanna hang out (for many times) wif my friends..want to go to the festival the same band that happened to my friend participate in the festival ..
and the very coincidence .. mother and father I am today comes from Bulukumba and bad news is that my mother is sick .. His hands can not be driven .. minor stroke he said ...

position here that makes my dilemma .. First, as children who must stay at home because my mother was ill (although I can not do anything, even my mother asked me to stay away just because the smell of my perfume) and the second as a friend who was supposed to come support their band (although only part create crowded, and there is no effect if I come or not)