Some of people hate me, the rest maybe likes me. But it's okay. There's so many reason why they hate me or likes me. Umm, yea... I just think it's wasn't the big deal. I just appreciate those people who hate me, that's shows me i just ordinary girl who make a lots of mistake. I admit it! Im not perfect. No body perfect. Those people who talk about me behind me. That's realize me that i'm in front of them. And so do i do really appreciate the people who likes me. They're the people make's me more stronger to face my day, what ever it's good or bad condition. Those people who accept me as i'm and help and support me to be better.
Likes in here isn't about love.
If about that, it will be different.
This some kind of criteria for the person i can share my day with.
He's the person who's 'loyal and royal' with me how ever the condition is. The person who will waiting for me even it's need long time to waiting. The person who can guide me to be better me. The person who has a good looking good smell and good familly. The person who i can spoil with. The person that afraid to Allah SWT. The person who can keep the conversation going. The person who didn't easy to get bored to me. The person who will try hard to see my smile. The person who do anything to do what i want.
Isn't that person is too perfect? Yes!
That's because it's all just my dream, why should i just dream something ordinary when i can dream something extraordinary?
And you shouldn't confuse my personality with my attitude. My personality is who I am. My attitude depends on who you are. As simple as that.
Sunday, May 19, 2013
Saturday, May 11, 2013
thinks changed things new
Whatssappp~
It's the fifth month in two thousand and thirty, i already in the third grade on my collage. You know what's that mean??? It's mean there will be much assignment, much report paper, much examination and it's will more closer to graduation (insyaAllah next year in 2014). Hemmmp, now i have to face my first praktikum, thanks God it's still near from my dorm, so that i can easily go back if get uncomfortable in my 'posko', yes we call it posko, the place that me and my praktikum group spend the time as long the praktikum. It will be held about 3 month. Have a new nice friends and i have to adaptation again, it's one of my problem in new environment. But, just ignore it, it will be solve by the time.
I've already cut my long hair. After long time i need to grow it up, finally i cut it of, short enough. Little doubt to got decision to make it short. But i think i don't have much time in praktikum to take care of my long hair. So, tadaaaaa~ kirei short hair is back!
Uum, just little to share about ex, haha, little embarrassing to reread my previous posting about him. Like there's something tickle me so that i laugh shyly. How stupid i'm that time. Uuuw, may be it's what people called love, when something irrational happen to you. But now i have to admit that's just intermezzo in my life (maybe). How could we can be together when there's so much unmatch though? We have really different way to think. And the most annoying things was when you already got a new girl. Many people think that i dislike her because of you, ummm, yea, may be a little bit. But, i think i just dislike her because her, not because anyone else. I just don't like type of people that nice outside but so disgusting inside, it's just like what we called 'pencitraan'. Yeaa, by the way, hope you match with the type of girl. What eva! Ha ha ha
And ya, please note that, i'm not anymore want to think about what i think about you like what's on my previous post. Even i still single, Moving on isn't always you had a new one right.
Hempp, by the way i've falling again, my best friends called it 'old love blossom again' HAHAHA -..- but, i don't know is it just a stupid feeling or it's real things happen to me. Just need more reinforcement to know exactly what i feel. Hhaha
So far, thanks my Lord, here, Beside all the haters, i don't care about them, as long as i have my best roommate, best chinggu and nice friends it's enough. No need more energy to revenge to them, i believe they will get worst than the thing that already you do to me. Just wait and see. Allah do exist.
And thanks Allah, there are my familly who always support me from there. I miss you familly :*
These day, feeling so emotional. Mood uncontrolled. I wish all the people near me don't mind about that. I'm so sorry. I love you guys. Please just ignore this one.
I think's that enough for this post.
Wish me luck for all the examination. Wish i had a best score and done it fluently. AMIN.
It's the fifth month in two thousand and thirty, i already in the third grade on my collage. You know what's that mean??? It's mean there will be much assignment, much report paper, much examination and it's will more closer to graduation (insyaAllah next year in 2014). Hemmmp, now i have to face my first praktikum, thanks God it's still near from my dorm, so that i can easily go back if get uncomfortable in my 'posko', yes we call it posko, the place that me and my praktikum group spend the time as long the praktikum. It will be held about 3 month. Have a new nice friends and i have to adaptation again, it's one of my problem in new environment. But, just ignore it, it will be solve by the time.
I've already cut my long hair. After long time i need to grow it up, finally i cut it of, short enough. Little doubt to got decision to make it short. But i think i don't have much time in praktikum to take care of my long hair. So, tadaaaaa~ kirei short hair is back!
Uum, just little to share about ex, haha, little embarrassing to reread my previous posting about him. Like there's something tickle me so that i laugh shyly. How stupid i'm that time. Uuuw, may be it's what people called love, when something irrational happen to you. But now i have to admit that's just intermezzo in my life (maybe). How could we can be together when there's so much unmatch though? We have really different way to think. And the most annoying things was when you already got a new girl. Many people think that i dislike her because of you, ummm, yea, may be a little bit. But, i think i just dislike her because her, not because anyone else. I just don't like type of people that nice outside but so disgusting inside, it's just like what we called 'pencitraan'. Yeaa, by the way, hope you match with the type of girl. What eva! Ha ha ha
And ya, please note that, i'm not anymore want to think about what i think about you like what's on my previous post. Even i still single, Moving on isn't always you had a new one right.
Hempp, by the way i've falling again, my best friends called it 'old love blossom again' HAHAHA -..- but, i don't know is it just a stupid feeling or it's real things happen to me. Just need more reinforcement to know exactly what i feel. Hhaha
So far, thanks my Lord, here, Beside all the haters, i don't care about them, as long as i have my best roommate, best chinggu and nice friends it's enough. No need more energy to revenge to them, i believe they will get worst than the thing that already you do to me. Just wait and see. Allah do exist.
And thanks Allah, there are my familly who always support me from there. I miss you familly :*
These day, feeling so emotional. Mood uncontrolled. I wish all the people near me don't mind about that. I'm so sorry. I love you guys. Please just ignore this one.
I think's that enough for this post.
Wish me luck for all the examination. Wish i had a best score and done it fluently. AMIN.
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